The first time Soubi kissed me I felt....strange. I felt like I had butterflies in my stomach and my body felt light as air. I never really admitted it to Soubi but.....I really do care for him. I might care more about him then I think but everytime he kisses me I feel............loved and at the same time scared. I want to be with Soubi but no one will understand why but....I feel like things between Soubi and I will grow more and maybe as this happens.....I can find out what happened to my brother.